Introduction:

If you are looking for a fun blog, this isn't the place you are looking

for, but if you are looking for some enlightenment "maybe", you will

find some in here. This article, is a my personal deep introspective,

in the human condition of achievements and, hopes.

We all, born and die in this world by chances, not by a high will. I

don't believe, there's a path already laid in front of us, but only

casual events, which determine our fates. "Today unfortunately I am in

a negative mood, probably after looking for some God answers to my

prayers. I'm a catholic only by name, but in reality I didn't choose to

be it. I came to realize that, whatever I do, the world won't stop to

move forward in its destructive path."

Humanity, primordial birth sprang from mother earth generosity and,

afterward by co-occurrences, we were elevated to intelligent

identities. But do we, deserve this gift from mother earth? Some time I

think, we don't! What use we make of our intellects, sometime is really

questionable. Looking in our ancient history, I can say that we made of

our intellects, a really bad use! Our ancestors were apes, and like all

the living beings from this planet, we were indeed rooted with animal

instincts. Only with time, and only by accidents, we succeed finally to

get toward, a higher status as unique species, differentiating

ourselves, from all the rest of living beings of this world. We in

fact, became thinking beings!

We are weak in our minds, we are doubtfully of our decisions, we pray

for forgiveness for our own sins. That why we are always, looking for

comfort and support to our doubts and, weaknesses, in a perennial need

of guidances, and reassurances from something that isn't there. We are

not unique in God's eyes, because isn't there any God looking upon us.

We can evolve from this stage only if, we accept who or what we really

are!

(My mind is in a complex, and sometime confusedness state, due to the

fact that it, is looking for answers. Answers I won't get from anyone,

except from within myself. This is only a phase of my personal life, I

hope, I'll get through this like other times, may be with...God help?

Now I've been controversial! Indeed I am, but only because I'm human,

and as all the rest of humanity I'm weak, and prone to mistakes, and

therefore looking for assurances to my doubts, but in the same time I

know, I can count only on my intellect to overcome this stage.)

As humanity in its superior intellect may one day, realize that needs

to take care for the world in its entirety, including all the living

beings on it, because it is the only one we have and than, only than,

when we will realize all this, we may one day achieve to another stage

of human evolution, we will elevate ourselves close to God. We'll be

more God like because, we finally will manage our fates "our existences

are only in our hands".

All this can be debatable, but irrefutably is a necessity to talk about

it. Undoubtedly, we are guided and motivated by contort and,

selfishness concerns, rather than selfless intents. Intellect can be a

be a distinctive factor on human consciousness, in determine our

destiny. In fact, humanity depends on its own intellect to survive and,

move forward for a better and, brighter future. Also, when we'll learn

to really tolerate and, take care of our less fortunate, our

environment, and of all the living beings on it, than we will move

closer to a high achievement. We will become all together, an all new

species. We'll become a highly elevated beings, ready to move forward

in our evolution.

What complex, and dark thoughts I got today. Tomorrow "hopefully", will

be a better day...