"I am Evil. I want to change my life. I want to lead a happy and content life." John said, whose sole profession was killing somebody just for money. These were the sentences when he saw the life of a Priest. While once he was alone, and very unhappy because his father now denied any relations whatsoever with him due to his deeds, he remembered his childhood. He could see his whole childhood lively as if those scenes were playing in front of him.

He saw his father playing with him. He could feel the smile on his face and happiness in his heart he used to have when he was in his father’s presence. But at this moment, he did not feel happy, he felt a kind of pain in his heart, a very deep pain. He could not express that to anyone.

There was nobody who loved him or whom he loved. There was nobody to share his life and time. He was mechanized due to these reason. But today, when he saw the Smile on a Priests face, he, for the first time, felt jealous for it. He wanted to have the same smile that the Priest possessed.

He saw the priest, the next day and confessed everything. For the first time, once again, he felt a kind of pleasure and relief. He expressed his wish to lead a happy life like that of the priest. And he was invited to the Church when a Sermon was to be delivered.

That day, he was very happy. He could feel the innocence of child in his heart bloom like anything. He was happy. He marked his steps as he slowly moved towards the lighted candles. He felt as if he was walking towards GOD. He attended the church the whole day. When the sermon was delivered by the Priest, he felt as if Jesus himself in the form of his father was guiding him once again.

When he returned home, he slept without consuming any pills and alcohol and woke up the next morning with a happy heart.

You must have thought that you up to some extent feel as if you are John yourself lasting for happiness. You want GOD to be your father. You want to see your soul enlightened. But you do not know how. May be you do listen to sermons but forget soon about it and start with your earlier life again making it meaningless. What is that you need to do in that case?

Find a service on Internet which delivers those sermons to you on a schedule basis. This should be the first task of the day. You should regularly check out the sermons. If you want me to point you out one service just check out Sermon Coach at

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They have a great plan of scheduling the sermons. You will be delivered a sermon for an 18 month period. They have a very simple and effective site structure. They are very easy to navigate and search through. These should alone suffice your daily needs.

If you really wish to help yourself, then you cannot delay. You should not delay. Do not let yourself procrastinate and go for service, service to yourself.