When the mind is constantly fighting for position, (as the ego) constantly fighting for approval, and aggressively seeking dominance or even prominence, the vibratory energy that is the creative energy is low or nil. I felt good and alive and vibrant after the most awakening experience in my life. I wanted life and livingness with all of its beauty. My heart cried for the joy of life; I know where beauty lives and I feel light and free. But, the ego does not want to die or be recognized; Light, higher energy which being brings, is the fear of the ego. The higher the energy, the more light, love, joy and peace will accrue the greater the human power for creating what is desired.

The “mind created ego” is the false self, the illusory self that promotes pain, suffering, fear, struggle, hate, and wars. The ego is fighting for its survival. The ego mind cannot withstand the light of truth, and reality. The only reality is the love and Peace of God! You are directly from that source we call The Great ALL or God, therefore, your true self is the real self, which the ego aggressively seeks to undermine. This higher the energy can only be by living in the moment that is now. The lower energy, the pains, suffering, guilt, regret, abandonment feeling and rejection issues are lower energy attractors that vibrate at a slower and a lower rate. That is where the ego plays games, tricks and all of its machinations to get you to stay there.

One of the major tools of the ego is to remind you of your impending death. The fear of death is one of the most prominent fears of all! Fear is of the lowest energy, because it is the direct opposite of faith, or is the polar opposite of faith. Faith being high energy and faster energy makes fear the prime tool of the ego. But death is what the ego uses to convince you of your ultimate imperfection and doom. The body is the tool of the ego and the ego is essentially saying, “See, you are going to die, therefore you are not worthy.” It is a trick that most people fall prey to and plan for as finality. So what happens? There is this attachment to physical form, which are all transitory and will all fade. The only thing that does not fade, that is not temporal or fleeting is the Face of The Great ALL or God! You are a part of that, that is the being, not Supreme Being, but The BEING, because there is no separation and no division. Supreme Being implies separateness from you and your source, which is God. There can be no higher energy. The higher your energetic vibrations, the more joy, love, livingness and prosperity. I know for a fact, (not theory) that everything in my life, I have attracted and even asked for by my vibratory energy field. That is why I say often, “I watch my words, I watch my thoughts eternally.”